I see you…

✨ You’re easily irritated by the little things… someone cuts you off while driving, a dish is left in the sink, a facial expression from a friend.

✨ You can’t seem to move the needle forward in life, everything feels hard and heavy.

✨ You’re witnessing yourself choosing to numb because if you looked at your grief your life could unravel all together.

✨ You feel disconnected from your soul, your body, your sensuality, from life’s pleasures.

The truth is...

we are all walking around this world with these invisible backpacks of rocks and boulders inside. And we don't even know we’re holding onto so much but they’re consuming so much of our available energy. We are adorably blind to our backpacks and then wonder why we aren’t happy or motivated to pursue our passions or why we aren’t in love.

My darling love, it’s because you’re towing decades of heartbreaks, disappointments, betrayals, rage, and ancestral traumas.

You’re grieving the person you used to be.

You’re grieving your light that now seems dimmed.

You’re feeling the collective weight of injustices, destruction of mother earth, and violence.

This is energy that could be used for passions, desires, purpose. But how understandable is it that under this heavy-ass trailer, we feel stuck?

 
 
 
 

Hey, I’m Sara

A few years ago, I found myself sitting with so much unattended pain from the early childhood loss of my dad. I was lugging a huge heavy trailer. I was disconnected AF - I had grief, I had heartbreak, I had numbness, I had rage. I found myself stuck in what felt like an ocean of sadness. I was emotionally shut down. I was bumping up against the same walls with men. And my job wasn’t bringing me the fulfillment I had always dreamed it would. I felt stuck and far from happy. My grief was bursting at the seams but I couldn’t even name it. I tried numbing out, distracting myself, busying myself, and nothing worked.

When I finally faced my grief and gave myself permission to feel everything I’d been avoiding, alchemy happened. I converted my pain into vibrancy and aliveness. It became fuel for creating the life I had always wanted. I’m now in a beautiful relationship and pursuing my dream career as a Grief & Sensuality Coach.

This shift happened when I realized my dark emotions were actually the portal to my deepest truth and most authentic self. Which by the way, was a total mindfuck because I had spent my life avoiding these hard emotions and suddenly they were the magic ticket to liberate me? Yup, that IS what I’m saying.

There’s actually a part of us that can get off on feeling both. Deep within there’s a part of us that came here to experience the full human experience and that means holding it all sometimes. Our sadness is just as worthy of being felt as your pleasure. Adding turn-on is how you take your power back from the emotion and instead of feeling victimized by the sadness, feel empowered by it. Turn on is the secret sauce.

One of the greatest practices I’ve learned is how to convert my sexual energy into any type of energy. To alchemically transmute the raw power into any other type of energy. And the secret sauce is turned on. The secret sauce is always turned on and in pleasure.

So, you may find yourself stuck trying to process the loss of a person, a relationship, a job, a big life transition. Grief is sneaky and comes to the surface in so many ways. If you find yourself here, in a state of disconnection from yourself, from your truth, from your shine… I want you to know, I’ve been there and I’m here to reignite your flame.

I’ve walked this path and I’m here to show you that a sacred relationship to loss can actually birth a greater sense of aliveness. It’s important that we understand a way of honoring the cycles of life, death, and rebirth in our lives, in the seasons, and in the world.

 
 
 

In this self-paced Grieve & Glow course:

you’ll connect with the sacred cycles of death and rebirth, to build a new and empowering storyline around your loss.

We’ll explore our dark emotions, dive into the darkness, shadow work, and then move into pleasure practices, desire rituals, and empowerment practices. This is not talk therapy, this is grief embodiment. Together we work proven tools and sacred ritual around past wounding and learn to listen to your body in a new way that creates a deeper sense of connectedness to self. We will use body-based practices to bring safety to the deepest parts of our nervous system and rewire conditioning around grief, anger, and loss. You will learn how to create your own thriving inner ecology that can never be ripped from you.

We will let your grief have its spotlight, its moment in the sun, we will make love to it, we alchemize it into your magic.  And then we will harness this energy to turn on and fire up your desires, your pleasure, your vitality.

I will give you tools to feel connected to yourself again, to feel in touch with your body,

and your sense of pleasure and joy.

Have questions? Need more information? Email Sara!


The course includes fully guided practices that you can access anytime, anywhere, including:

Module 1: Meeting your Grief

If you were forming a relationships with a new friend, you’d want to get to know them first, right? In module 1, we’ll dive into an ancient Tantra practice to meet your grief in an empowering way.

Module 2: Queen of Darkness Emotional Release

In module 2, you’ll learn how to move your emotions through your body. We’ll practice embodying your righteous rage, your sacred grief and you’ll learn how to bring in your turn on as the secret sauce to alchemy. We will let your grief have its spotlight, its moment in the sun, we will make love to it, we will alchemize it into magic.  And then we will turn on and fire up your desires, your pleasure, your vitality. This is a practice you will return to when there’s any bump in the road.

Module 3: Energy Alchemy Movement

In module 3, we will be dancing with your Inner Alchemist Archetype. You’ll connect with that part of you that knows how to transmute the dark emotions into power, how to transform fossil fuels to renewable energy, how to turn lead to gold. What job is your alchemist here to do on this earth? Let’s find out.


Module 4: Reparenting

Our inner children often have their own relationship to grief. We’ll use this space to check in on how they’re doing and empower your own inner parent who can provide exactly what your little one needs. We’ll co-create your own personalized meditation to support your inner child with an empowering message.

Module 5: Creating a Safe Inner Ecology

We will use a body-based practice to bring safety to the deepest parts of our nervous system and rewire conditioning around grief, anger, and loss. In this module, you will learn how to create your own thriving inner ecology that can never be ripped from you.


Module 6: Cultivating Body-love

Anyone who has been socialized as a women can attest to the amount of messaging we’re exposed to that cultivates body hate.In this module, we’ll establish a new, more supportive relationship with a body part that’s previously been challenging to accept, and ask what it needed to feel supported, loved and seen.


Module 7: Turning On Your Desires

Being turned on is essential for manifesting your dreams, your desires and your goals in a way that feels pleasurable and soul aligned. In this module, you’ll gain clarity on your desires and be stretched to daydream about those sneaky desires that lurk in the corners, just waiting to be born.

Module 8: Sex Magic

During this part of the program, you will learn practices to heighten your connection to your desires and harness your sexual energy in an aligned way. This process creates integration through your entire nervous system and signals to your deeper brain that you can have your desire, it's safe to achieve your desire and you will survive it. During your guided sex magic practice, you will tap into ancient practices that empower your wild, primal side.

This course is for you if…

💕 You feel stuck or heavy from any type of loss (loss of a person, a relationship, a job, a previous version of self, a life transition, a pet, etc)

💕 You’ve been resisting unleashing your grief or anger and it feels overwhelming

💕 You have a hard time expressing your grief in healthy and empowering ways

💕 You feel blocked to your sense of glow, pleasure, and overall aliveness

💕 You’ve realized pleasure has slipped through your fingertips

Program Investment:

Pay in Full: $244 USD

Payment Plan: 2 x $122 USD

Keep it for life. Go at your own pace. Watch and re-watch. Take multiple life transitions through this DIY program of grieving to glowing.

Have questions? Need more information? Email Sara!



Why Self-Paced instead of Live?

✔️ You’re time-strapped

✔️ You’re most comfortable moving at your own pace

✔️ You like processing your emotions on your own first

✔️ You have no room in your schedule for another zoom call

✔️ You’re curious and have been wanting to dip a toe into this work but group stuff isn't your thing

✔️ You want to go slow and need something you can revisit time and time again without an end date.

 
 

Q: When is it?

A: This is an entirely self-paced program, as soon as your purchase is complete, you’ll receive the content. There are no live calls for this. (Interested in the live version, sign up for the waitlist)

Q: How much is it?

A: $244 USD or Payment Plan: 2 x $122 USD

Send me a message and let’s connect!

$244 on sale for $197!!!

Have questions? Need more information? Email Sara!